Jobrane shekast!

Kheily zoor dare ha!Yekio ke ye zamany kheily doost dashtin hala dige negahesham nakonid!It's actually kinda obnoxous,but It's not my fault!Things turned out to be this way.Man talashamo kardam ,I swear.Hala taghsire man nist ke baraye ham tare ham khoord nemikonim.Shayad adama ye moghehayee too zendegishoon majboor bashan bahaye lajbaziashoono bedan. Khob kheily narahatam,chon yekio ke doos dashtam az zendim raft,vali his bad,mage na?He's lost!Not me,man chio az dast midam?basically hichi,va this is a good thing. Hala nemidoonam bayad esmesho bezaram defense mechanism ya har chize dige,but I believe in myself and that I'm certainly woth more than that!I'm not sure if I should even call it a "shekast",it'd better be called a spontaneous experiment va ya yek tasmime ajoolane!Shoma chi migin?