8/18/2007


My last day in Spain...for three weeks, in the way back from school, I used to gaze at the top of the hills with a fabulous view of a monument...I had a dream...to go on the top of the Tibidabo hills and pray...(apparantly that´s were Jesus was seduced by the Evil)It was a dream that seemed to take an eternity to come true...After school, I went on the metro and then tram blau and lastly on the fonicular...I saw the heaven and I thought to myself : some people have everything...peace,determination,hope....and others have non, only the cruel experience of oppression and war.............
I went on my personal journey( I got the term from "Alchemist")....on the top it was still another world,felt like another universe, like the one in Pinoque tale......I saw the Iglesia and urged myself to go on the top....I did it...and oh Lord....I stood at the edge of the world...why was is so beautiful this view of the world? I grasped a pack of air and breathed in...I stood there for another minute or so and then I took a picture in my mind and framed it in my heart...I could carry it forever....Then I went inside to sit and think...mostly about my life....
I sat on the first raw...I prayed for me...for future and for everyone I knew...I suddenly saw my self as a third person, merely as an observor and I stayed in that trance for a long time...I asked God to show me the best way to live, but then (since I just finished "Ishmael" and I learnt my lesson)I recanted...I asked him to show me all the best paths to get to my destination...after all, I´d learned there´s more than just one way to get to a point,and there´s no recognized best way to do a thing...I believed in myself as someone unique(as are all other people) and with that I was assured I´ll get there in no time....
And this afternoon, is the end of the chapter one of my personal journey....and this is only the begining....
May god bless the leavers and takers on this earth.............

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