Life obstacles,fate or test?

As I was walking down the hallway in the university main building,I was mumbling unknown words that sounded terribly vague even to myself.I was upset ,hopeless and worst of all so lonely.I kept thinking why does it keep happening to me.Are these all part of a big game or are these part of my destiny or maybe even a huge test from God!I didn't know and I still don't realize.But one thing I know for sure is that we the people have to pay for the choices we make sometime in our lives.And that's right ,Life is all about making choices.The very moment that you make a decision you take the chance to be deprived from being in some other situation, but at the same time you're also taking the oppurtunity to benefit from your choice.I guess that was the kind of reasoning that I came to abroad with it.I knew I will face hardships but I took that chance.That makes a big difference when you're prepared for some sort of unkindness in life.I also belive in one more thing,the "destiny".No matter how hard you try you can't avoid destiny and what 's written in your fate book.Days will go by and the sliding doors will pass you by but at the end you'll reach the point that's been predicted for you.But the one who writes you your life story is aware of are your abilities and weaknesses and she knows what you deserve to get in your life.And sometimes you have to take a test to pass and be approved for what you deserve.
God I 'm not exactly sure how you estimated my abilities but I assume that I eligible to go to my next stage of awarness based on these tests.
Best of luck for all of you guys who want to take a chance and make a difference in your life