We used to be so in love...I doubt we are still the same ...I had heard it before, I was told to believe that love doesn't last forever,and after a while is how much you are used to each other that matters... which stage are we at? and we are not even there yet!Did I pass the red light? or is it still yellow? which way to go?Or is a u-turn not legal...?!

It makes me worried, maybe I'm very vulnerable now or maybe too sensitive? Maybe it's just my extravert side taking over ? I have no clue... Is it what it was all about? I need help, and this pressure is killing me . I have nightmares ...the St. John's Wort didn't work either ...I need to go away...an island...for a lifetime,oh I miss those days...